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Safe Place
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the only place i feel safe
a room without any walls
a vacuum
panic attacks in the bathroom
dry heaving in the kitchen
my mother screaming in the distance
the only place i feel safe
a bathtub filled with embalming fluid
a warm bed made of the bodies of all my lovers
the only place i feel safe
the only place i feel safe
my phone's dead and buried in the back yard
of an elephant graveyard where lemons grow
disciples scream at the new moon glow
demons swim in the undertow
blood is blue til it starts to show
never again and never before
never again and never before, no no
the only place i feel safe
the only place i feel safe is in my head
the only thing I have that is my own i my name
forget to tell that to my sister
my father is no longer stronger than
I could beat him in a fist fight